Nigerian John Fashanu has shamefully revealed how he responded to his brother becoming the first British football star to comeout as gay – by paying him £75,000 to keep quiet.The former Wimbledon striker madethe shock admission a week after it emergedtwo top footballers– including anEngland star– plan to come out.In his first in-depth interview aboutbrotherJustinsince his tragic suicide in 1998, he said:“I begged him, I threatened him, I did everything I could possibly do to try and stop him coming out.“I gave him the money because I didn’t want the embarrassment for me or my family. Had he come out now, it would be a different ball game.“There wouldn’t be an issue, but there was then. Things are different now. Now he’d be hailed a hero.”
Justinshot to fame as a teenager with a stunning goal forNorwichin 1980 against aLiverpoolteam that includedAlan HansenandKenny Dalglish.Brian Clough lavished a £1million transfer fee – a record for a black player – on the England under-21 international to take him to Nottingham Forest. But he did not hit the heights expected.In a newspaper interview in 1990, he claimed to have had an affair with a married Tory MP he met in a gay bar.
John, 53, said:“I’ll never forget whenJustinfirst told me. He called me in the evening time and said to me: ‘I’m gay’.“Then he said to me: ‘I’m planning to go to a newspaper’. I said to him:‘Oh heavens forbid… oh my God. Wedon’t need that. You’re mad’.“He promised when I gave him the money he would not go out and saythat. Two days later… bang… headlines in a newspaper. I looked like a sucker.“For me and my family it was like Hiroshima or Nagasaki on our lives. It knocked us dead, it was a total shock.“People might not like it, but I was trying to protect my family.“You’ve got to remember the public’s perception of homosexuality at that time was that it was an abomination . It was taboo. Street boys were beating up gays in nightclubs.“I give him credit for having the courage to come out and say it. But it caused a lot of confusion and animosity towards him, me, and my family.“During matches, 30, 40, sometimes 45,000 supporters sangat me: ‘You’re big… you’re black… your a*** is up for grabs… Fashanu…Fashanu’.“As a result of him saying what he said, mymother died because of the stress. She actually died a year later on the day of his birthday.“She was already old, very fragile and suffering cancer.“Then to be told her second eldest son was a homosexual was too much.”
JohncondemnedJustin, then at Leyton Orient, soon after he came out and infamously said he would“not want to play or even get changed” in the same dressing room.But last weekJohnsaid:“I’ve never spoken about these things before because I was stamped a homophobe.“But things have changed and I make it very clear: I was wrong. It was ignorance on my behalf.“I didn’t understand him. I was tryingto protect my family and I was worried about the effect on my career.“In the process I lost my brother and I am very sad about that.“He committed suicide because he was so distraught the world would not accept a black man who was homosexual.“I couldn’t understand it and I couldn’t accept it and so whatever relationship we had before was killed.“Previous to that, we had been very close, but it just shattered everything. I didn’t speak to him again. There’s a lot of sadness and regrets.”
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